time passes so fast from fri to sun, but fri seems so far away from mon.
lol shots. when things get way too bored in e midst of the night.
lookg forward to the day when i'll take off e extentions and im so gonna perm my hair this time round! Also, save save save for our Thailand trip *grin RETAIL THERAPHY NEVER FAILS!!!!!!!!!
I was on mc on monday. Took half day agn at the v.last min today, due to excessive drinking while clubbing the night before. sian1/2. Was called into office today, boss wanted to speak to me.. OO well, just as i thought.. blah blah blah punctuality, mcs, smoking breaks and all. sigh.
Omg. random but i saw this mad chio white kitty at Pasir Ris last week. So prettttttty! she's like pure white colour, at least she is to me, her ears n nose are baby pink! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! LOVES~ Went there today, dint see her. pout. i love mahjongs and shopping.
Papa Tan has been really sweet these while. Ive been sleeping till 2pm or later, and he never scolded me once? which he usually would in the past. And ive been wasting my time away, going out, bumming around and nt working. =X
Scene 1 (13th Jan 2010) Woke up around 11am. Roamed around the house, laid back, dozed off. 1am, Papa Tan popped his head to check on me. Papa Tan : Go back to sleep, i go buy lunch for ya..
Scene 2 (XX Jan 2010) Woke up, as usual, my brunch is always taken care of. Ate, Onlined, Off i went.. Buzz, Papa Tan called.. Felt bad, cos i dint even tell him im gg out, and he brought me lunch. pout.
Scene 3 (XX Jan 2010) Some wed of the month, went out in e noon, met kraven for Aston. Papa Tan knew i was going out, and i guess he knew i felt bad over not eating the lunch he got for me.. He just told me its ok, and that the food he bought turned cold already, not nice. Asked me to enjoy my lunch out. ps: he had the lunch he bought for me as dinner. pout.
He's the nicest dad ever ever! Im the luckiest daughter.
im so amused and i cant stop stop laughing when i recall the scene wheneva kiki 'did smth', and ya totally freaked out !! Worst still, said that ure TRAUMATISED by her.. LOL.
theres so much on my mind right now. As i grow up, i realise its nt my 'lala land' afterall, it never existed. Perhaps it did, for some moments, or was i just in denial. sad truth is that, we humans are/will never be contented with what we have. we never learn to cherish and appreciate anything/everything we have, until its gone for good.
21 years of living, i never thought i'll meet someone like her. She gave me everything and anything that i did/did not ask for, she did everything/anything she could just to make me happy. Serious, anything, just for a smile. And i always felt that im definitely one of the luckiest girl ever, EVER.
the truth always hurts. ya can lie to the god damn world about everything, ya can push everything to me, and theres no way im gonna deny about it. yes, i let ya down. but what have ya been up to? like i said, if im so gg hell B18 because of everything that i did, ya arent any better, much WORST!
im not gonna state out all your evil doings, ya jolly well know what ya did. its sinful, do ya realise? And theres no way i could forgive or trust ya anymore. Vice versa. yes, the cold hard truth.
i knew ya were messing/sleeping around, not just one, not just two.. but i turned a blind eye to it, knowing that i was the 1 at fault initially, but things got far worst! Whatever i thought i already knew, its way more than it is, never would i imagine you to turn out like this. its a DRASTIC change. NEVER EVER would i believe ya would do all these to me. i can tolerate all the TALES ya spread, never had i scolded ya for doing so. i knew ya would be defensive against AGAIN, and im so tired of it. i kept my cool. Your bunch of 'friends' can totally believe your words, but living up to my conscious, i know i dint extort ya of anything. ya said your ex was like this, im not surprised that im next.. more to come? ps: theres alot more that i knew, alot more than ya expected, and theres a reason for everything. im not gonna confront ya or anything, infact, the only thing i'll do now, is to let it go.. no more dramas. im not gonna bear grudges, im not gonna hate ya, never will i too, but theres nothing and no way ya could amend it anymore. The hurt is so great, and til this v.moment, its so hard to come to terms w it, everything that ya did and said. Just so unbelievable. ps: yes, ya can scandal with whoever ya want, as many as ya want and not even feel guilty about it. BUT sleeping with someone's fiance...... & other plans ya had with her, ya obviously know what, im speechless. what goes around, comes around.. i had my karma, i suffered, and i learnt my mistake.
New Year's Resolution 1. Get a good job with satisfactory pay 2. Happiness to everyone and me of cos 3. Inner Peace & Contentment
Nothing but memories holding me back. Nothing but only sweet memories left.
ya lied to everyone. ya did things which ya shouldnt. ya twisted matter of the fact. ya let me down. ya let Mag down.
ya lied to me. ya lied to your friends. ya lied to mag. ya spread tales about me.
LYNN ure getting married for godsake, stop fucking around with guys & girls!!! Stop spreading your legs to everyone/anyone just to get advantage! yes, we all know money & penis means everything to ya, and you'll obviously will/had gone through back doors to earn them. god bless your soul.
*going down yes ya, to B18 of hell. i DESPICE you. SHAMELESS.
3rd Sept 09 Everyone rush from different directions to sembawang that night. Apparently, i was the furthest cos i came from town, Gr- home & Eda-Yishun. So we all met behind dayvid's back, bought balloons cos dayvid's ah gong passed away the week before, so no cake. Anw, Gr and me were busy blowing balloons MANUALLY with our mouth and eda was incharge of tying them up while chatting w XP! 20 balloons exactly for his 20th Big Day!!!
4th Sept
Dinner treat from all of us at New York New York.mini present ceremony before the BIG SURPRISE after dinner. All of us got him small lil gifts and pretended that it was e end of it. thou he claims that he's happy but i felt otherwise. LOL.
After dinner surprise. I had to pretend to be on the phone and went out by myself to quickly put one the sweather to surprise him. Correect me if im wrong, its from Adidas Original right? And we sang Happy Birthday song when i came back. Feels as thou its my b'day lo. ps: im surprised to see my hair like that. So incredible isnt it.
i shall let the pictures do the saying.
Happy Bird-Day darling!! May all your Big Fat Wishes come true!!! xoxo
Insomnia acting up. Once again. Left house around 5plus in the morning and there wasnt any train service to AMK! Dint know since i cab there usually if its this early. So waited & waited with all the morning zombies~ Chinese songs are so EMO, to me especially so most of my my songs are not cheena ones except those few outcasts. I was standing by myself and suddenly 'FOOMF', emo cheena playing through my ears, looking at the gloomy dark sky.. AIYO, my heart sank with it lor. So not allowing myself to drown in that shitty mood, switched to GAGA immediately. My emo-ness might be due to all these sleepless shit nights. .. .. CONFIRM lo!! .. .. So i met gf for breakfast. Dislike AMK, theres no Long John Silver, no KFC, no Delifrance, only Macdonalds!!! Sian. They should have more economical cafes besides the boring kopitiam, so more people will visit, more business, more choices, more profits too! WIN-WIN SITUATION!!!
i was trying hard to smile as thou im happy but im seriously not a fan of Mac breakfast. But i think their drinks wasnt that bad afterall, i had caramel frappe. Its so Starbucky.
Gf thought i kissed her until she saw the picture. WALA~
Both of us happens to wear black and we're wearing caps too.
Its not the first time.
There were days when i reached gf's shop and i'll just stared at her cos we're wearing the same colour tops and bottoms.
Even after shower, after changing clothes, we can still be wearing same colour but different clothes. Funny. Gf loves me too much that she stalks at me all the time and wants to be like me. lol.
ps: gf's father calls us pervert because of all these incidents, but its nothing but purely coincidence. Whatever.
Im so gonna stop mahjong a the rate im losing. But everyone questions if i can keep my words?!?
Ive been going ION so often these days and i love it, theres like so many stuffs to shop now. I wish i could share all the goodies i got there but im lazy to pic them and load up. Anw, i got a STRIKING LUMINOUS HOT PINK tube for less than 25. So happy, and i wonder when will i ever wear it, too flamboyant, Pink heels, Pink shades and many many more. This is life. I SERIOUSLY dont understand why some people hate pink so much. i hate them. I felt kinda bad cos it was gf's bday but i kept shopping non-stop. ps: Its my bday everyday!.
Harry Potter and the half-blood prince. Gomg, i love Luna Lovegood. She's so lovely. I would love to have a friend like her but none of mine are as eccentric as her and she's really cute. And we'll be bffs. *in my dreams Back to the movie, so disappointing.. The show was so draggy, not much of a climax and like WHAT? Morale of the story is just to depict that the old man died so ridiculously. I heard many negative comments about the movie but we still went ahead with it cause i love Harry Potter and i wanna watch despite all the feedbacks. Going off for mahjong now. ZI MUO 5 tais!!!!! *fingers crossed.
its nice to see mumu every now and then, every once in awhile.
consecutive thursdays.
u're 25!
All the lovely ones were there!!!
Everyone rush from different directions to sembawang that night.
Dinner treat from all of us at New York New York.mini present ceremony before the BIG SURPRISE after dinner.
All of us got him small lil gifts and pretended that it was e end of it.
After dinner surprise.
Its ironic la, the bday girl is not in the pic, and my side-kick judy who accompanied me there is not too. 
i was trying hard to smile as thou im happy but im seriously not a fan of Mac breakfast.
Gf thought i kissed her until she saw the picture. WALA~
Both of us happens to wear black and we're wearing caps too.
